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Monday, December 14, 2009
It's getting worse
Hey I'm blogging from my phone for the first time! Haha anyways, I'm at Portia and enzo's hse now... And it's freakin boring.. There's no nice shows on tv or YouTube and there's nth to do. Mama is giving Portia tuition and Enzos jus irritating me.... Hols are comin to an end, only a few weeks left.... Let's make the best of it then....
Omg ytd I was horrible! I said such a rude thing to my dad and after 6 years, I saw him sobbin during lunch I mean my dads not a person who cries so I think wad I said rly hit him in the chest.... I said sry like 4 times and like all he said was nvm.... And last nite I couldn't sleep cos I kept havin scenes of me tellin my dad wad I said, me sittin there sobbin and my dad wipin his eyes flashing in front of my eyes... In the end, I had to spray the sleep mist from molten brown to sleep.. Ahh I feel so terrible and I keep imagining him thinking bout wad a said. U Noe like those drama shows when they think bout wad Ppl say then they jus give up... I don't want him to give up his photography and event co-ordinating thing.... Ahhh I feel so bad rite now cos I can't jus take back wad I said......
U Noe sometimes I jus want to not talk to u. Can't u understand tht? I want to talk to Ppl I can rly bond with and thts not u... It's jus too different. I mean we can stay frens, but not best frens anymore... I can't stand it anymore! And why does UR fren act like I did smth bad? He declines everything, and like wants nth to do with me. I nvr said I want anything to happen but can't he be friendly? At least like smile when I see him, not say omg when I walk past with a glowstick stuck between my specs...
Seems like this holiday isn't a very happy holiday.... Hopefully the remaining days of the holiday will be happier
Nikki
Omg ytd I was horrible! I said such a rude thing to my dad and after 6 years, I saw him sobbin during lunch I mean my dads not a person who cries so I think wad I said rly hit him in the chest.... I said sry like 4 times and like all he said was nvm.... And last nite I couldn't sleep cos I kept havin scenes of me tellin my dad wad I said, me sittin there sobbin and my dad wipin his eyes flashing in front of my eyes... In the end, I had to spray the sleep mist from molten brown to sleep.. Ahh I feel so terrible and I keep imagining him thinking bout wad a said. U Noe like those drama shows when they think bout wad Ppl say then they jus give up... I don't want him to give up his photography and event co-ordinating thing.... Ahhh I feel so bad rite now cos I can't jus take back wad I said......
U Noe sometimes I jus want to not talk to u. Can't u understand tht? I want to talk to Ppl I can rly bond with and thts not u... It's jus too different. I mean we can stay frens, but not best frens anymore... I can't stand it anymore! And why does UR fren act like I did smth bad? He declines everything, and like wants nth to do with me. I nvr said I want anything to happen but can't he be friendly? At least like smile when I see him, not say omg when I walk past with a glowstick stuck between my specs...
Seems like this holiday isn't a very happy holiday.... Hopefully the remaining days of the holiday will be happier
Nikki